Arwah Farisya

It's been almost a week since she passed away. We woke up last Sunday morning to receive the shocking news. She's Fira's bff, always playing together in her house, usually in d morning. Kak Yam, the babysitter loves children so much that she always invites my precious to play there. We rushed fm Setiawangsa to Putrajaya (we were supposed to go to Kuantan last weekend), arriving there ~11am, and were told the body was still at the hospital. So we went to the hospital (only hubby went to c d parents & d body). My precious n me just waited in d car, although Fira insisted to c Farisya. The "Bilik Mayat" reminds me of my late beloved father, so i just can't go in (although it has been 13yrs already). I sedekah Alfatihah je dr jauh. Suspected to be dehydrated due to diarrhoea n continuous vomitting. Poor her :( We told Fira that "Farisya dh meninggal, dh mengadap Allah, sebab Allah lebih sayangkan dia." She seems understand that. When her Opah asked her where Farisya is, she would answer - Farisya dh meninggala Opah, Allah sayang dia lebih..

Moral of the story is, as parents we should bring our children to the nearest clinic / hospital if they are not well. They r still small that sometimes we just can't imagine how hard the pain is. They r our precious, the most precious gift Allah ever gives to us. Nak bersalinkan pun punyela seksa kt dlm OT room tu. Mcm2 wayar cucuk kt badan ni, plus epidural yg sgt sejjjuuuukkkk itu. Although children yg meninggal ms kecil akan memberi syafaat kpd ibu bapanya di akhirat kelak, but at the moment i can't imagine how my life would be if my precious are not around. Seharipun i dh mati kutu, nikan pulak.....? Nauzubillahiminzalik. Alfatihah untuk arwah.